From the EVA EP

Tear Me in Half

He wanted every part of me. I needed him to show up.

EVA EP cover

Headphones on. This one is yours.

Full lyrics

Tear Me in Half

Here are the full words, if you’d like to follow along.

You love me loud
When there’s a screen between us

Want me… Need me…

Fire under every picture
Hearts beside my name
You tell me that you love me
Like saying it’s the same
You know exactly what you want
You just dress it up as love
You keep reaching for my body
But you never showed up

I gave you one chance
I gave you two
Left the door wide open
What did you do?
You stayed right there
Behind your screen
Wanting every part of me
Except the part that needs you here

Prove it…

You wanna tear me in half
In half… half…
Just to know what I’m made of
You keep calling it love
Love… love…
But you never came close enough

I gave you all that time
All that time
All that time…
All that time…
Now you can watch me disappear

Lose me…
You could’ve had me here

Save me… Help me…
Crush me… Lose me…
Lose me… lose me…

Now I’m walking into midnight
Black glass underneath
City shining like an oil spill
Neon on my feet
Darkness curling round my body
Soft like satin on my skin
You can keep watching from a distance
While the night is pulling me in

You had the chance
You had me close
Now you miss me most
When I’m already a ghost
Maybe you loved the wanting
More than you loved me

Too late…

You wanna tear me in half
In half…
Just to know what I’m made of
You keep calling it love
Love… love… love…
But you never came close enough

I gave you all that time
All that time
All that time…
Now you can watch me disappear

Lose me…
You could’ve had me here

You wanted me
But never where I could feel it
You loved the idea
But never had the nerve to live it
Maybe that was all we were…

Almost.

Want me…
Touch me… Break me…
Too late.

You wanna tear me in half
Just to know what I’m made of
You keep calling it love
But you never came close enough

I gave you all that time
All that time
All that time…
Now you can watch me disappear

Lose me…
You could’ve had me here
All that time… All that time…

Save me… Help me…
Crush me… Lose me…

You could’ve had me.

The music video

See this
one move.

The feeling has a visual world of its own. Come inside.

Tear Me in Half music video

Keep a little of this feeling.

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